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These Foolish Things
Posted:Jul 5, 2019 12:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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Sinatra always had a way to express emotion with his phrasing and for choosing amazing songs...this one is a true classic and I'm sure we can all relate.

Oh! Will you never let me be?
Oh! Will you never set me free?
The ties that bound us
Are still around us
There's no escape that I can see
And still those little things remain
That bring me happiness or pain
A cigarette that bears a lipstick's traces
An airline ticket to romantic places
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things remind me of you
A tinkling piano in the next apartment
Those stumbling words that told you what my heart meant
A fair ground's painted swings
These foolish things remind me of you
You came you saw you conquer'd me
When you did that to me
I knew somehow this had to be
The winds of March that make my heart a dancer
A telephone that rings but who's to answer?
Oh, how the ghost of you clings!
These foolish things remind me of you
First daffodils and long excited cables
And candle lights on little corner tables
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things remind me of you
The park at evening when the bell has sounded
The "Ile de France" with all the gulls around it
The beauty that is Spring's
These foolish things remind me of you
How strange how sweet to find you still
These things are dear to me
They seem to bring you near to me
The sigh of midnight trains in empty stations
Silk stockings thrown aside dance invitations
Oh, how the ghost of you clings!
These foolish things remind me of you
Gardenia perfume ling'ring on a pillow
Wild strawb'ries only seven francs a kilo
And still my heart has wings
These foolish things remind me of you
The smile of Garbo and the scent of roses
The waiters whistling as the last bar closes
The song that Crosby sings
These foolish things remind me of you
How strange how sweet to find you still
These things are dear to me
They seem to bring you near to me
The scent of smould'ring leaves, the wail of steamers
Two lovers on the street who walk like dreamers
Oh, how the ghost of you clings!
These foolish things remind me of you
Songwriters: Jack Strachey
© Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
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Jenni - the hookup that didn't happen
Posted:Jun 3, 2019 11:25 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2021 11:24 am
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Was out the bar this weekend. We have a great taproom with a live Karaoke band. It's fun to watch the crowd and most of the singers are really good and interact with the band very well. It so happened it was a rather slow and uneventful night until about Midnight and the band was winding down. In comes a woman who looked a bit drunk and she made her way to the stage to sing. It was a rocky start and she muddled her way through. I had been there before so as she walked back to the bar she came past my seat. I put out my hand for a high five and to add some words of encouragement. It takes guts to get up and sing with the band and it's not easy.

anyway she was sweet and thanked me and sat next to me and we started chatting. She said she never does this and her husband is out of town so she wanted to get out and do something crazy. We flirted, she was adorable and I do think we were turned on. She said she wanted sex and I said great I can accommodate but she was a bit shy and said she never cheated on her husband didn't think she could but she could maybe kiss. Her situation seemed a bit sad, controlling work a holic husband. Living in an upscale gated community and seemed like her were not pleasant either.

We talked and she mentioned she hadn't had sex in awhile but she suspected her husband was cheating on her. She seemed sad and vulnerable and I didn't want to take advantage but I was horny and she was cute. i asked if her husband was sensual. She said no. I said he won't rub your feet or cuddle? she said not but she was looking for looking for affection, a connection. She asked me if I could give her a ride home since she had ubered to the club. I said yes and was going to ask her to leave moment but for some reason I decided to order her another Chardonnay.

We talked some more and she was smiling and saying she typically wasn't attracted to bald guys but I was cute and she was turned on then it got weird.

Next thing we knew her were standing there a year old and 18 year old , he was pissed I was talking with his mom and they literally dragged her out. He told me to stay away from her and the asked if I had brought their mom to the club. it was very crazy and they were gone quickly.

This happened Saturday night and I never got to kiss her or hug her. Don't know where she lives other than the gated neighborhood. and she mentioned her name and where she worked but I did some quick internet sleuthing and came up empty on tracking her down through where I thought she worked.

Any event I had to post since I haven't been able to stop thinking about her and how close we came to leaving the bar and perhaps having some physical contact.

Perhaps one day our paths may cross once again.
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thinking about sex, my dick and peace on earth
Posted:May 28, 2019 11:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2019 11:41 am
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Just had to say it! today is my birthday. I'm 51 and feel great I can run 5-6 miles I can do 45 pushups without stopping I can do situps and the best part of all I can get it up and keep it up without the aid of pharmaceuticals! hahaha
I do need to work on my core a bit so I can really pump and grind but I eat pussy like a champ and am a multiple orgasm guy. I just wish I could have more sex meet more people have more fun and just have it all be easy going. but life is hard for a lot of people and as a society we still have a hang up about sex and just the enjoyment of it. I'm sure there are many factors that go into this but I feel as I get older that I missed a lot of opportunities by over thinking things. Anyway it's my birthday. I'm horny and ready to play. Send me a message. Tell me about yourself...let me know what you think about this blog and lastly let me know if you want to get together. Do you live in Virginia? do you visit? I'm open minded, down to earth, all American type guy with a constant hard on and constantly thinking about sex....no seriously how many other 50 somethings jerk off in the bathrooms at the office?? not lying I do it.

Take care everybody...oh and lastly hope everyone had an enjoyable memorial day weekend and while having fun with friends and family also took a moment of silence to remember our fallen warriors. May they rest in peace and may one day the word be at peace so that we don't have to send people into danger to give up their lives.
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the connections we make
Posted:May 7, 2019 6:45 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2019 11:47 am
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I believe we are sensual beings. Sex is in our DNA. It's a driving force and it seems we sometimes look the wrong way. We sex dirty, sinful, nasty and all sorts of negative names when it should be something elevating, savored and enjoyed. Sure there are many nights we may like to forget but happens as we progress through life and as we mature. But sex should be taught not as something to be feared, or to just do it and get it over, it should be taught as a way to heighten our communication. Increase our relationships. There are many thoughts when discussing sex. Should humans be monogamous? should we be able to have open relationships? should sex be free and as giving as say a handshake or a hug? should we continue to deny flirtatious look at the office or sly look across a bar? should we deny emotions and those tingles sometimes when near a certain person just because we are dating someone else or married? what defines cheating? what if the partner is ok with it....if then is it not cheating? seems to me yes but how do we get to point where sex doesn't equal love and having sex doesn't diminish love. Sex is human and needed like food, water or sleep. So how do we justify our desires? how are we able to react and given in to our DNA drive towards lust and the need to connect on a primal level? more to ponder more to write and more to explore is for sure. Feel free to join the conversation and let's have some discussions about this basic human .
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the connections we make
Posted:May 7, 2019 6:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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I believe we are sensual beings. Sex is in our DNA. It's a driving force and it seems we sometimes look the wrong way. We sex dirty, sinful, nasty and all sorts of negative names when it should be something elevating, savored and enjoyed. Sure there are many nights we may like to forget but happens as we progress through life and as we mature. But sex should be taught not as something to be feared, or to just do it and get it over, it should be taught as a way to heighten our communication. Increase our relationships. There are many thoughts when discussing sex. Should humans be monogamous? should we be able to have open relationships? should sex be free and as giving as say a handshake or a hug? should we continue to deny flirtatious look at the office or sly look across a bar? should we deny emotions and those tingles sometimes when near a certain person just because we are dating someone else or married? what defines cheating? what if the partner is ok with it....if then is it not cheating? seems to me yes but how do we get to point where sex doesn't equal love and having sex doesn't diminish love. Sex is human and needed like food, water or sleep. So how do we justify our desires? how are we able to react and given in to our DNA drive towards lust and the need to connect on a primal level? more to ponder more to write and more to explore is for sure. Feel free to join the conversation and let's have some discussions about this basic human .
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the connections we make
Posted:May 7, 2019 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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I believe we are sensual beings. Sex is in our DNA. It's a driving force and it seems we sometimes look the wrong way. We sex dirty, sinful, nasty and all sorts of negative names when it should be something elevating, savored and enjoyed. Sure there are many nights we may like to forget but happens as we progress through life and as we mature. But sex should be taught not as something to be feared, or to just do it and get it over, it should be taught as a way to heighten our communication. Increase our relationships. There are many thoughts when discussing sex. Should humans be monogamous? should we be able to have open relationships? should sex be free and as giving as say a handshake or a hug? should we continue to deny flirtatious look at the office or sly look across a bar? should we deny emotions and those tingles sometimes when near a certain person just because we are dating someone else or married? what defines cheating? what if the partner is ok with it....if then is it not cheating? seems to me yes but how do we get to point where sex doesn't equal love and having sex doesn't diminish love. Sex is human and needed like food, water or sleep. So how do we justify our desires? how are we able to react and given in to our DNA drive towards lust and the need to connect on a primal level? more to ponder more to write and more to explore is for sure. Feel free to join the conversation and let's have some discussions about this basic human .
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dancing in flames
Posted:Jan 6, 2017 12:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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Crackling of the fire as the embers burned low. Drawn to the color of the edges of the wood and how there was a faint flicker like a neon sign. How the movement of the flames slithered in waves. I watched them lick the darkened wood. Jumping, Dancing. Hugging the curves of each log.

My head against a soft pillow. My eyes moved from the fire to the dancing tongues playing against my skin. The couple I had just met were so sweet and full of life and were now getting their fill of me.

My cock was throbbing and dancing all on it's own. Filled and hard from their attention and encouragement. A warm hand embraced my balls as a tongue licked the length of me like a lollipop. Plump lips of the other encircled the tip and teeth grazed my tip as I was sucked.

I watched the flames continue to lick at the wood sending sparks and embers as the fire smoldered and heated the room. My body heat intensified along with the room.

Laying in a pile of blankets and pillows naked and embracing the couple. Legs intertwined. He was now sucking me. I took the female partner by the hands, our fingers interlaced, she came closer so I could kiss her soft lips that just moments ago had encircled my tip. I tasted my cum and bit her lip gently unleashing her tongue deeply and fully into my mouth. A deep sensual wet kiss. I wanted more and she wasn't ready to stop.

my hands reached out and found plump breasts to squeeze and stroke. My eyes closed as now my cock was deep throated. He was a fucking master at sucking cock and her kisses continued to drive my desire. Our tongues danced against each other. Our mouths open. Inviting exploration. But I wanted more.

My kisses found her neck and continued to her tits. To her breasts. Kissing along her abdomen, making quick work to get my face between her legs. Ready to taste her full wet lips.

My fingers spreading them slightly as my mouth pressed against her. My tongue entering her pussy. Her nails scratching along my back.

We had now hypnotically created a triangle our bodies. My cock deep in his mouth. My tongue dancing around her pussy and she now sucking her man.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw the deep amber embers turn orange as the flames against the blackened wood grew and intensified.
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experimentation and new possibilities
Posted:Apr 3, 2016 8:07 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2017 11:18 pm
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Growing up I was pretty sheltered and very shy. Now I'm in a relationship and have and feeling more horny then ever. My partner was very distant for awhile, mostly my fault, and while sex has become a bit more frequent it's still not enough for me and there is this other thing.

The realization that I'm pretty open to almost anything and my attraction to TS/TV/TG and bi men and M/F couples is increasing.

I've had limited encounters but I'm fairly particular about my wants.

I don't like facial hair or lots of body hair even though my chest and back are hairy. I want a feminine person as a potential partner. Smooth, sexy, sultry sum it up. Body type I'm fairly open but you have to be alluring. I'm just not into flannel and regular guys though I might make an exception if you have muscles and a big cock.

Anyway, I'm putting it out there because I'm ready for a bit of a journey and hoping that this year may see some fulfillment of this new experience with experimentation and discover. Here's to new possibilities.
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the first time
Posted:May 31, 2015 10:35 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2015 7:52 pm
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recently talking with a friend of mine and lost virginity entered the conversation. She and I go way back, like 25+ years. She now has a 15 year old who seems to be a good overall but he went to prom last night, asked by a senior, no less. So while talking about prom and her she says if he only knew what I did at his age. She mentions losing her virginity by the age of 15. Something I never knew. I didn't have intercourse with someone until I was 17 though I almost did at 15 to a 20 year old au pair of a friend of mine. Ana from Sweden. Though we messed around I never did the deed despite her encouragement. If only I could have that moment back again and really savor it.

so my questions to my viewers...at what age did you first experiment with sex? and how old was your first intercourse experience.
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playing with your food?
Posted:Mar 3, 2014 12:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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have you ever added food to your bedroom repertoire? if you have please feel free to share a story...if you haven't but fantasize let me know. Years ago living in another state I met a very adorable lady and we got together a few times. After we got to know each other she planned a wonderful day for us. I arrived at her home to find her in a very sexy lingerie...she blindfolded me and led me upstairs to the bedroom where I stripped and was tied to the bed with some very sexy silt ties. hands and feet and me sprawled out on her bed with all my glory. candles lit the room with a soft romantic glow. She then started to bring me treats...smoked oysters ( a reputed aphrodisiac), grapes, whipped cream, cherries and on and on to melted chocolate and warm honey...she would give me a taste then we would kiss and share some of the food it was very alluring. she then ended with a honey bath on my cock which she proceeded to remove with her tongue...it was amazing and the sex that followed was insane. We showered together and it was hard to leave but unfortunately had to be so. It's been over 10 years now and I still can be brought back to that day and those delicious moments with just a little taste of honey.
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stairwell secrets
Posted:Jan 25, 2014 5:56 am
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2014 5:59 am
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I've worked with her now for about 5 months and there always seemed to be some connection. A flirty glance or nice smile. It would pass quickly but I found myself thinking about it while at my desk and wondering if it could be the start of something. It's always awkward to meet someone at work but she was so cute and had a nice ass.

I'm attracted to fuller figure woman with big eyes and short dark hair. She had it all. In my mind if she were naked or wearing clothes she would make an awesome pin up.

So today I lingered a bit and struck up a conversation about an upcoming concert. Turns out she liked the same band and the talk went to a recent cd release and that she had seen them in Baltimore the last time they were in town. I said I didn't have a lot of their music but if she had some she wouldn't mind sharing and we smiled a lot. I had that warm feeling in my gut and could feel my cock tingle a little.

I usually walk the stairs to get away from my desk and she asked if I wouldn't mind walking too. I didn't mind at all. She was always dressed in an adorable way but I never knew her secret until today. Today she was wearing a cute wool skirt with black shoes. We headed out the door for the stairwell and started to walk up. She was in front of me and as she took a few steps up I lingered some to get a glimpse of her from behind and then I noticed it.

She wasn't wearing panties. My passion went through the roof. I caught up to her and in a moment of boldness I reached for her hand. She stopped and turned and looked at me then said I was waiting for you to do that. I moved in for a kiss. Electric was an understatement. We embraced her plump tits pressing against me. Her lips and her tongue felt comfortable in my mouth. (nothing worse than a bad kisser) she was not a bad kisser in fact she was amazing. My hand moved along her back and I could feel her press into me. My god this woman was more sexy than ever.

Her hand moved to the front of my pants and to my now bulging cock. She smiled as she unzipped my pants. Pulling out my cock she proceeded to give me a blow job. The best I've ever had. She never used her hands and could take it all in. Her lips were soft and her tongue danced along the bottom of my shaft. She sucked on the head and moved her head back and forth so I fucked her mouth and then she looked up and said tell me when you cum because I want it all. That sent the passion level over the edge. She sucked harder and moved her head faster until I was so swollen she grabbed my ass and I unleashed a very pent up load into her beautiful mouth. She never missed a beat and enjoyed every last drop. In my orgasmic state I still managed to reach under her skirt.

I found a smoothly shaved and very wet pussy. When she was finished with me I proceeded to lie back on the top two steps and she straddled me. I used my fingers to spread her wetness around and then took my tongue in long strokes. Her fragrance was intoxicating and my fingers spread her lips apart so I could explore each fold pressing my mouth against her. She was wild and bucked against me and her juices were now all over my face as we moved in rhythm to our breathing my tongue dancing wildly against her moistness and against her enlarging clit. She came in pulsing waves almost pushing my head to the ground.

She had taken her breasts out of her bra and was fondling them during this time but I hadn't known until we finished and we kissed again. We hugged and I could have held her in my arms for hours. Looking deep into her eyes and kissing her. We laughed and thanked each other and talked about more walks on the stairs.
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best TV talk about masturbation
Posted:Dec 5, 2013 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 10:56 am
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rewind...Weeds. Andy talking to Shane..."Alright, listen closely, I'm not going to beat around the bush. Ha ha ha, your little body's changing - it's all good, believe me. Problem now is... every time we jerk the gherkin, we got a lot of unwanted sticky white stuff everywhere, right? Right. So... first order of business---no more socks. They're expensive, gumming up the works plumbing - wise. Now you might be thinking to yourself, "But, Uncle Andy, What do I do with all that Pearl Jam if I can't spew it into Mr. Sock?" Glad you asked... You can have a lovely time tugging the tiger in the shower each morning - that eliminates the need for a goo glove. But, the day is long, masturbation's fun, so unless we want to take 4 or 5 showers every day, we're gonna need some other options. So let's start with the basics. Tissues. Perfectly acceptable backstop for all that creamy Italian. They can be rough and dry on such soft, sensitive skin and it can stick to your dick head like a fuckin' band-aid---Ouch. From there we move on to more lubricated flack-catchers--specifically, bananas. Step one: Peel the banana. Step two: Slip the peel over your Randy Johnson and start pitching. Now for extra credit, warm up the peel in the microwave. Not too hot! Serious yowza. Also, olive oil, moisturizer, honey, spit, butter, hair conditioner, and vaseline can all be used for lube. In my opinion, the best lube.... is lube. So save your allowance and invest in some soon. Alright, moving on - when you tug you Thomas on the toilet -ffft- shoot right into the bowl. In bed - soft t-shirt, perhaps a downy hand towel of your very own that you don't mind tossing after tossing. There's no such thing as polishing the raised scepter of love too much. It reduces stress, it enhances immune function. Also, practice makes perfect, so work on your control now, while you're a solo artist---you'll be playing some long, happy duets in the future. Okay. Class dismissed."
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